Oh! I had feel diferents negative feelings by my live: lonely, exhausted, bitter, jealous, suspicious, blue, perplexed, puzzled, ashamed, abandoned, disheartened, infuriated, anxious, threatened, intimidated, offended, doubful. But the best of the negative feelings is to feel infuriate. I had turned infuriate with my ex-husband very offen during our marriage. So, I would feel very blue, very exhausted. It was horrible!